Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Good News


So I spent all day teaching myself how to upload the videos onto my site.I have figured it out.
Unfortunately for all of you I am not a perfectionist.And they are far from perfect,which means,I don't give a fuck lol.
The videos use to load into the top of the players,they load into the bottom now...sorry.Also some have picture thumbnails and some don't.I cannot tell you why.I did them all the same way,but again,I don't really care.
The truth is the videos are there.They play.And with or without a picture you know you were going to click it and watch it anyway.

So I will gladly take my half-assed not really knowing what I'm doing over having to pay someone else to do it for me.I'm to broke.And I've already came this far,so maybe I'll get it right with practice.And if not oh well.I never claimed to be a professional...lol

Anyway I only have 3 new videos up so far.There are many more to come.I have a couple months worth of saved up videos to load,but I promise you I am working on it.And I have only started loading the smoking videos first,because that's what most of them are.

Anyway just a forewarning to keep your eyes out for all the new vids.They are on their way....

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Blood on my hands


I hope everyone is having a good holiday.
I have been.

I haven't forgotten you.I am working right now on getting new videos updated on the site,I know it has been a while.It is not because I haven't been making videos because I have.It's just a matter of getting them put up on sinocalypse.

So I don't typically make examples out of people but I got this mail from a guy a couple days ago requesting me to make certain videos to please him,which I get alot.I don't bother normally taking the time to answer requests from people because they have no intentions of paying me for my time.But for some reason I did answer this one and explained that I don't make free videos.Here is the response I got back.

"Thanks for your reply. As you know, there are large quantities of free material available. Therefore, I will never pay anything for smoking fetish material. I realize that you are in it for the money and are not a true fetisher. Thanks for your candid response."


Nice huh?
Anyway so my response to people who are stupid to think this way is this is a job,the same as any other job,of course I want paid for my time.
There is free material available all over I agree.THATS HOW YOU FUCKING FOUND ME,because I'm nice enough to post free material.
Who is this person to tell me I'm not a true smoking fetisher?I have been smoking since I was 12.That's my choice.Not only do I smoke but I enjoy it so much I make a living out of it.If it wasn't something I enjoyed doing then I would go back to nursing where all my education actually is.I'm not stupid,or jobless I can go elsewhere however I choose not to because this is what I love doing.

Is that the way life really works.I wonder when I'm old and dying of a heartattack if I can tell the doctor that....I've really admired your work for a long time.I'm dying to have you work on me,for free of course,because if you don't you must not be a true doctor?

Fuckin idiots.

Anyway enough of my angry side.For those of you who actually appreciate and understand what I do,thanks for being patient with me while I get the site back under control.Shit happens and you never really can depend on anyone but yourself.

I'm always full of wortheless advice huh? lol

Friday, December 11, 2009

I'm in Godiva Heaven


Ok, so I just wanted anyone waiting on videos to know I am not ignoring you,nor have I forgotten.I actually just lost my internet for a few days.I had to have the phone company come out today and fix it.And of course now it's a weekend so it might be monday before I get them done.SORRY

To the nice man who bought me chocolates for christmas they arrived,along with a cute delivery boy today,haha.And they are gooood.Already had some lol.I'm starving.And I did share some with my babies cuz there were a few pieces of dark chocolate in there,I don't care how much you tell me it's healthy for me.Thankfully most of it is not dark chocolate so MOOORE for me,hehe.

What else...ah yea,my fuckin dog keeps shitting in the bathtub still.I'm alittle confused at this point weather to be proud of her or just plain angry.I find it discusting and wish she would stop,however on the other hand It's kinda cute,maybe she's trying not to make a mess on the floor?Either way I don't appreciate it because I'm trying to teach her to go on the doggie pads.

Anyway just wanted everyone to know I'm still here,still alive.And I will be back monday.I might actually go back to nights,I haven't decided.Seems no matter what I do I don't have very much luck.
Guess I'll just pray for summer to get here again so I have babysitters.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Trust me I'm a Jedi



For everyone waiting on videos I will be getting them done today.I have recieved alot of messages and emails over the weekend.I thought everyone understood I do not work on the weekends.Stop fuckin begging.If you pay me on friday your still probably not going to get it until tuesday.
I work every sunday night as a nurse,so I tend to sleep most of the day on mondays.No I don't ignore anyone,and no I don't care if "your not feeling the love".I'm not here to love you.
YOUR HERE TO LOVE ME.

anyway...
So I went out to get grocerys over the weekend.My dog is back in the house now.I get home and smell this awful smell.We look everywhere for it.I finally find the awful smell in my bathroom.Yes my dog shit in my bathtub.I was mortified at first.And then it occured to me maybe she was just trying not to make a mess? I really dunno,she hasn't done it again.And it would be alittle weird to teach the dog to crap in the tub.But anything seems better than the floor....eesh.

So I also had a little slut purchase one of my dress's off of ebanned.He agreed to take some pictures for my amusement,but I decided to share with everyone.So here's billy showing what a sexi bitch he is.He wants to know if he is as sexy as I am,I'll let you decide.

So I was pretty damn horny over the weekend and I wanted to fuck.It's like 3am in the morning and my husband is laying there snoring....I'm wide awake.Most of you know I'm a curious girl,so I wonder,is it possible for a guy cum in his sleep?And yes I know about wet dreams and such and I realize a guy CAN cum in his sleep.But I mean like literally cum with help,and not wake up.
So I grab his dick.It immediately responds and is hard as a rock,I start stroking it.He's still snoring.15 minutes later he's still snoring as I'm touching him.No I wasn't trying to jerk him off because then I wouldn't get laid would I.But I laughed to myself several times as he continued to snore.So the answer is yes I think it's possible some men could totally get a blowjob and never wake up.Maybe I'll try that another time.
I eventually got bored and rolled over to fall asleep.Then I punched him a couple times cuz he wouldn't start snoring....Now he's awake.And he's horny.So I get fucked,and he thinks it was his idea? HAHA

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

It's a disease of the mind,It can control you


If you keep up with my youtube videos you should stop by and say hi to the new sub Monica.The lil bitch who will never smoke again.
Not much going on lately
But I am online today to do some shows and get freaky.Gimme a call

Hopefully I will get some new videos done this week.I have a couple in mind.Don't forget to message me if you have any ideas of your own you'd like to see.