Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Terminated

Soooo
As said in this particular blog I had a video removed on xtube for infringement reasons,I guess I am accused of impersonating myself of some bullshit.Then within that same hour youtube deleted one of my videos for violation.I'm not totally sure what I did wrong in either case because they don't have to tell me.But I'm guessing they got me on underage drinking because that was the blog I had a sip of wine in.However I'm pretty sure I don't look under 21,please.I'm 31 fuckin years old.Ah well.
So I made this blog....
But what happened after the blog?
What I didn't get to say was that after going back to youtube to post this video I realized they had terminated my whole account.Talk about being a bad girl.I didn't even have any strikes against me and your suppose to be allowed 3.So I found a new host for my vids,yea yea I could just upload them to here in this blog,but it takes to long.Frankly it doesn't function at all,I been trying all day.
Plus half of the fun is in seeing who else will ban me...haha.
For the record tho I am not the only one that got their account shut down last night.I know of 3 other fetish models(smokers) who also got terminated.It's crap.None of use were actually in violation.But that's life.There will always be haters.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Hand Rolled Cigarettes


So here's last nights blog,I am only posting the first part here,the second part is on youtube also.
I've also shared a picture here that my friend Mike made for me.And thanks to the guy who made me a video response....

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Gothic Superstar


So I appologize for not being online last night.My kids kept me up most of the day and I was just plain tired.But I've also decided to just hang out during the daytime.With niteflirt being down it's really not worth me staying up all night for nothing.I can do that during the day and accomplish more lol.
So this should help those of you who have been upset with me about not being able to catch me during the day.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Rebellious caution

So sorry this took me so long to post. The video blog has been up since last night on youtube but I'm just slow getting it up on here.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Happy Anniversary to me.

So I didn't make a blog last night actually I went to bed alittle earlier.Kinda tired.Anyway I am posting now.

Anyway I don't have much to say.Today is my anniversary actually.You can go buy me shit if you like.I can't go out or anything.But I have been married 13 years now...yikes.

Anyway I'll see everyone tonight.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Operation Micro Penis


Here's a picture from one of my third floor windows where I work,just thought I'd share.




Sunday, September 20, 2009

Saturday, September 19, 2009

You gotta be kiddin me...LOL

So here's a video of rhondal playing with his new birthday present.
Also I took this video with my new camera that Buckytomsk helped me get.
And uh..to the priest...I FINALLY got your smokes,and will be making your video tonight.
Thank you for the blacks..luv ya.I'm going to enjoy those.

Bile Boone's

So first I'd like to say HI to buckytomsk.cuz he said it would make his day and I love to please.Sorry I couldn't put it into the video....But I had already made it by the time you asked me to give you a shout.However I did mention that I was getting a new camera.So Everyone can thank you for that!So see you were already in there,kinda.Maybe I'll do another purdy colored smoke for you tomorrow since the sound seems fixed now and it seems more clear on this computer anyway.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Video Blogs

So I've decided to just try to start doing a video blog instead.I know how much you guys like to see me talk.I'm kinda shy,and frankly I never have anything important to say haha.But I'll give it a go.And as you'll be able to tell the sound came out like shit. Which happens with the computer noise and when I sit farther away from the cam so you can see more of me.I guess I should consider buying a new mic..I have added one to my wishlist if anyones interested in helping out.Otherwise I will be saving my money so I can still get it.Obviously it's needed lol.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009


Still been workin my butt off to get the upstairs finished.
Sorry I won't be online working tonight niteflirt is down for the nite and since alot of my calls come from there,I decided to just work some more around the house anyway.
Still ragging anyway.Kinda annoying.This makes day...13.Not sure what's up with that.It isn't typical,however it isn't unusual either it seems to happen every couple months.Maybe I'm just stressed,who knows.Anyway bleeding or not,I do plan to be here tomorrow night.

I spent tonight trying to clean up the bathroom a bit so I can get the cam set up in there.So you'll atleast have a work room and a bathroom cam.There won't be a bedroom cam for a bit.

Still planning on launching a new smoking fetish site as soon as I can.I know several people read this blog including some females.So if you are or know anyone looking for some extra cash please email me and I can hook you up.

Friday, September 11, 2009

So obsessed


Not to much to say.I have been trying to work alittle each night on the upstairs.I'm so damn excited to get moved but unfortunately it's such a slow process.Nothing is even painted yet.But it's getting closer.

My husband is a workaholic,I was lucky to get him to stay home last weekend to help me.I won't be so lucky this weekend.So I doubt to much is going to get accomplished.Plus tonight I have my sons birthday party so I won't get to go do anything at all up there.I might go ahead and just finish the actual webcam room.Then I'll atleast have the better lighting and such for when I am working.My cams tend to be a bit on the dark side.Plus it would be a relief to not have to be so quiet at night while everyone is sleeping in the next room.

I'm the only one awake at night and I love listening to my music.And let's face it some of you guys like me to get kinda loud.So it limits my shows a bit.Plus there's actually air conditioners up there.I'm about to die in this room lol.You guys get me all hot and bothered and I have no way to cool down:(

Sooo I might go ahead and finish that one room so it can be usable and I'll just finish the rest as I get the time and money.

Also if you start watching the audio player there should be new files going into it.I have decided to put some of my live calls on it for you to listen to.Obviously not everyone who calls me wants their conversation replayed to the public so it will be random and I appreciate the bold guys who don't mind sharing.However I also respect your privacy so if you don't want to share that's fine by me also.
Even if you choose to let me share the phone conversation you can do it annonymously.I do not have to post your name or anything.However the first file going up was requested by johnlennon51 for me to share his name...apparently he wants to be famous? hmm

Today I am going to share a video that someone made for me.It's good shit I'm sure you'll enjoy it as much as I did.So thank you for making it for me.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Sticky Situation

So I have added a couple more videos to www.sinocalypse.com for you to enjoy.They were actual live shows for you to watch.

Hopefully I'll get some more posted for you.To the people that have been patiently waiting for thier videos they are done now and you can message me for them.Sorry I got distracted redoing my upstairs and ragging.

I have this entertaining link to share with you today.I hope it gives you a good laugh for the day.

My oldest child just turned 14.Somehow I still don't feel to old.I know alot of you don't realize how old I actually am....but I am lol.
Not old exactly,just older than most assume.

Anyway not to much to report today.Still a ton of work to do upstairs.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Ghost Pirates


So it's been a few days since I posted.I've spent the weekend working on my upstairs getting it ready to move into.It's really hard work.My whole body is sore.But I think my arms are starting to get some muscles.lol.

This weekend I decided to drive to the store to buy some paint at 4am.My dear husband wouldn't wake up to come with me so I just grabbed a kid and left.I only made it about 10 miles before my car decided not to further function.So I had to call and wake him up to come pull me home.LOL guess he shoulda got up when I asked him to the first time.It was really foggy out so I had fun tormenting my 10 year old with the things that like to hide in the darkness.Altho he informed me it was foggy therefore the ghost pirates were more likely to get us...I guess he takes after me.

The picture for todays post is of my dog Mya. My 3 year old decided to put some bandaids on the poor thing.Spongebob at that.Poor thing.As he was applying them I could hear him informing her to try to be more careful from now on.Anyway this is my new dog whom you will be seeing around I'm sure.She hasn't been well taken care of.She got fed when her previous owners remembered.And if you look in the picture her ear is swollen shut,she probably can't hear out of it.I have checked her for ear mites,but I don't see any,or really any dirt in there.So I'm unsure whats causing it,probably an infection.So far she is potty trained so let me know when she wants out.Which is unfortunately every 30 minutes.I hope she just has a bladder infection or something and this isn't permanent.I don't want to get up every 30 minutes lol.

And on another note...I went shopping the other day.I found these cute little skirts on the rack I decided I had to get one.I picked one up asked my husband what he thought,and he said,that is never going to fit you.So I examined it alittle and I was like oh...I need a smaller one I guess.Now I have worn a size 9-10 for the past 12 years.But yesterday I put on a SIZE 5.HOLY SHIT. I'm so thrilled.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

My kinda lover


Alright so first I'd like to thank tigerwheel for this lovely new play thang!It's awesome.I've never had a toy that comes with a power cord!OMFG
Not to mention it had an instruction pamplet???haha.I feel like tim the tool man,Ugh Ugh Ugh.

anyway yea,so maybe it'll be making an appearance in a video,once I learn to handle all that power.If that's even possible.

I have included a pic.For those of you who might be looking for toys for your wives or yourselves this thing heats up.It is one of the few toys I have ever seen that claims to do so.It actually does get HOT.Which is great for someone like me with a heat fetish.
I will include a pic.

Anyway on with the music exploration of sin.This is another song I love to death.It's old,but good.

It is the start of my kids football season and the first game is tomorrow.I am so excited.

On another note I have added a cappacino machine to my wish list.I tried to pick a relatively cheap one.I know not many of you know this but I love coffee.And more than that I love cappacino.I have a coffee maker in my bathroom...weird yes but I live in a big house.
Once I move upstairs I fully plan to have a little coffee station lol.So this would be a good replacement for my coffee pot cuz I wouldn't have to sneak off to caseys to buy more cappacino.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

My Disease

So I would like to remind everyone I do sell my personal items.Panties,videos,mp3's,toys,whatever you can come up with.So do not hesitate to send me an email and request whatever your heart desires.

On another note.I am not sure if my little cunt trixie reads my blog.But if so I have a confession.So the other night I'm laying in bed,toy between my thighs which is typical every night before I fall asleep...girls gotta cum you know.And who pops into my mind while I'm getting my freak on? Little Miss Trixie...

So I'm calling you out.I have some pretty wicked nasty thoughts during this process and I'd like to make them your reality.I have a package I would like to send you to use for your next video.If you have some cash to send me trixie,I think I have some things you would love to get your slutty little hands on.

So my boss at work tells me that I may only need to work for the next 2 weeks and then she can take me off the schedule.For those who are just getting familiar with me I actually quit my nursing job over 2 YEARS ago.But somehow...I'm still there every weekend.So hopefully soon she'll get me off the schedule and I'll be free to be here on cam with you EVERY FUCKING NIGHT.That would be great wouldn't it.
My brother recently started moving out his stuff.I'm sure it's gonna take him another week to get it all out.So hopefully in a week I will be able to start doing what I need to do up there myself.

Unfortunately the rooms up there aren't quite finished.If anyone wants to donate to the Help a camwhore move foundation please let me know.I want out of this room! So I can have a whole floor to myself...and for you guys of course.There are items on my wishlist that I have placed there for the upstairs.
I realize most of them cost a fortune.No I do not expect anyone to buy them for me as they are pricy and I'm not that demanding.However if anyone wishes to help out,they are there.So I just wanted to explain those items were put there for myself to go back and purchase when I save up enough money.So I don't want people to see my wishlist and be like"is this bitch crazy,she really thinks peoples gonna buy this expensive shit?"
Actually I know better,so once again,they are on it so that I can go back and buy them myself,However there are plenty of cheaper items there for you guys to get for me.

So since so many people are interested in my musical tastes I've decided to start posting some of my favorite songs.They will be of great variety.And I'm sure at times it'll do nothing more than give you a good laugh,because it's probably not at all what you'd expect me to listen to.However I have an interest in many things.You can't help what you like,just like you can't help who you love.