So I spent all day teaching myself how to upload the videos onto my site.I have figured it out. Unfortunately for all of you I am not a perfectionist.And they are far from perfect,which means,I don't give a fuck lol. The videos use to load into the top of the players,they load into the bottom now...sorry.Also some have picture thumbnails and some don't.I cannot tell you why.I did them all the same way,but again,I don't really care. The truth is the videos are there.They play.And with or without a picture you know you were going to click it and watch it anyway.
So I will gladly take my half-assed not really knowing what I'm doing over having to pay someone else to do it for me.I'm to broke.And I've already came this far,so maybe I'll get it right with practice.And if not oh well.I never claimed to be a professional...lol
Anyway I only have 3 new videos up so far.There are many more to come.I have a couple months worth of saved up videos to load,but I promise you I am working on it.And I have only started loading the smoking videos first,because that's what most of them are.
Anyway just a forewarning to keep your eyes out for all the new vids.They are on their way....
I hope everyone is having a good holiday. I have been.
I haven't forgotten you.I am working right now on getting new videos updated on the site,I know it has been a while.It is not because I haven't been making videos because I have.It's just a matter of getting them put up on sinocalypse.
So I don't typically make examples out of people but I got this mail from a guy a couple days ago requesting me to make certain videos to please him,which I get alot.I don't bother normally taking the time to answer requests from people because they have no intentions of paying me for my time.But for some reason I did answer this one and explained that I don't make free videos.Here is the response I got back.
"Thanks for your reply. As you know, there are large quantities of free material available. Therefore, I will never pay anything for smoking fetish material. I realize that you are in it for the money and are not a true fetisher. Thanks for your candid response."
Nice huh? Anyway so my response to people who are stupid to think this way is this is a job,the same as any other job,of course I want paid for my time. There is free material available all over I agree.THATS HOW YOU FUCKING FOUND ME,because I'm nice enough to post free material. Who is this person to tell me I'm not a true smoking fetisher?I have been smoking since I was 12.That's my choice.Not only do I smoke but I enjoy it so much I make a living out of it.If it wasn't something I enjoyed doing then I would go back to nursing where all my education actually is.I'm not stupid,or jobless I can go elsewhere however I choose not to because this is what I love doing.
Is that the way life really works.I wonder when I'm old and dying of a heartattack if I can tell the doctor that....I've really admired your work for a long time.I'm dying to have you work on me,for free of course,because if you don't you must not be a true doctor?
Fuckin idiots.
Anyway enough of my angry side.For those of you who actually appreciate and understand what I do,thanks for being patient with me while I get the site back under control.Shit happens and you never really can depend on anyone but yourself.
Ok, so I just wanted anyone waiting on videos to know I am not ignoring you,nor have I forgotten.I actually just lost my internet for a few days.I had to have the phone company come out today and fix it.And of course now it's a weekend so it might be monday before I get them done.SORRY
To the nice man who bought me chocolates for christmas they arrived,along with a cute delivery boy today,haha.And they are gooood.Already had some lol.I'm starving.And I did share some with my babies cuz there were a few pieces of dark chocolate in there,I don't care how much you tell me it's healthy for me.Thankfully most of it is not dark chocolate so MOOORE for me,hehe.
What else...ah yea,my fuckin dog keeps shitting in the bathtub still.I'm alittle confused at this point weather to be proud of her or just plain angry.I find it discusting and wish she would stop,however on the other hand It's kinda cute,maybe she's trying not to make a mess on the floor?Either way I don't appreciate it because I'm trying to teach her to go on the doggie pads.
Anyway just wanted everyone to know I'm still here,still alive.And I will be back monday.I might actually go back to nights,I haven't decided.Seems no matter what I do I don't have very much luck. Guess I'll just pray for summer to get here again so I have babysitters.
For everyone waiting on videos I will be getting them done today.I have recieved alot of messages and emails over the weekend.I thought everyone understood I do not work on the weekends.Stop fuckin begging.If you pay me on friday your still probably not going to get it until tuesday. I work every sunday night as a nurse,so I tend to sleep most of the day on mondays.No I don't ignore anyone,and no I don't care if "your not feeling the love".I'm not here to love you. YOUR HERE TO LOVE ME.
anyway... So I went out to get grocerys over the weekend.My dog is back in the house now.I get home and smell this awful smell.We look everywhere for it.I finally find the awful smell in my bathroom.Yes my dog shit in my bathtub.I was mortified at first.And then it occured to me maybe she was just trying not to make a mess? I really dunno,she hasn't done it again.And it would be alittle weird to teach the dog to crap in the tub.But anything seems better than the floor....eesh.
So I also had a little slut purchase one of my dress's off of ebanned.He agreed to take some pictures for my amusement,but I decided to share with everyone.So here's billy showing what a sexi bitch he is.He wants to know if he is as sexy as I am,I'll let you decide.
So I was pretty damn horny over the weekend and I wanted to fuck.It's like 3am in the morning and my husband is laying there snoring....I'm wide awake.Most of you know I'm a curious girl,so I wonder,is it possible for a guy cum in his sleep?And yes I know about wet dreams and such and I realize a guy CAN cum in his sleep.But I mean like literally cum with help,and not wake up. So I grab his dick.It immediately responds and is hard as a rock,I start stroking it.He's still snoring.15 minutes later he's still snoring as I'm touching him.No I wasn't trying to jerk him off because then I wouldn't get laid would I.But I laughed to myself several times as he continued to snore.So the answer is yes I think it's possible some men could totally get a blowjob and never wake up.Maybe I'll try that another time. I eventually got bored and rolled over to fall asleep.Then I punched him a couple times cuz he wouldn't start snoring....Now he's awake.And he's horny.So I get fucked,and he thinks it was his idea? HAHA
If you keep up with my youtube videos you should stop by and say hi to the new sub Monica.The lil bitch who will never smoke again. Not much going on lately But I am online today to do some shows and get freaky.Gimme a call
Hopefully I will get some new videos done this week.I have a couple in mind.Don't forget to message me if you have any ideas of your own you'd like to see.
So I recieved a tribute video of myself from a nice guy on youtube.I decided to post it here and share it with everyone.
Been kinda busy lately and haven't been around I appologize.Hopefully my period will go away soon and I will be back to cause more trouble for everyone.Funny how a little blood mellows a person out so much,Haha.
Anyway not to much going on,just trying to survive lately.
So beware I will be around soon enough to torment you all.For now tho....have this lol.
A woman is taking a bath (naked, of course) when suddenly she hears a knock at the door.
"Can I come in?" a male voice asks.
"Who is it?" the woman asks.
"It is the blind man" says the voice on the other side of the door.
The woman gets out of the bath and after some consideration, opens the door, thinking, "Well, he's blind anyway".
The man comes in the bathroom, takes a good look at the woman and says, "Great tits! Now where would you like the blinds?"
Alright so I would like to appoligize to the sinocalypse members who haven't been able to see me this past week.
My youngest son has been in the hospital and I've been staying there with him.No one ever did figure out what was wrong with him exactly since all his tests kept coming back negative but it was obviously a virus of some sort.Anyway he had a fever of 104 and was delerious or sleeping most of the time.So we had to check him into the hospital for dehydration.He is doing just fine now.
I had intended on getting back to work doing shows today but my babysitter has failed to show up.So I'm just not having much luck.
Anyway hopefully things will be better tomorrow.
A man at a retirement home was walking around with his zipper down holding his penis.
A young nurse says "Why are you doing that?"
He replies, "It died today."
"Oh that's terrible!", the nurse replied
The next day the man has his penis hanging outside of his pants again.
The same nurse says, "I thought it died yesterday."
The man replies, "It did. Today is the viewing"
Also I would like to invite everyone to play an online game with me called evony.I know not everyone is into online gaming but I love it.So if your interested then go to evony.com and make an account.Then join server 65.You can send me a message on yahoo as sinocalypse if you need help. Or you can just send an application on the game to join the alliance divinity or otherwise known as DIVN.And I will make sure to accept you.
So my computer finally took a crap.It's probably for the best anyway I had to go buy a new one so message me for lots of shows so I can pay for the damn thing haha.
Anyway I will try to get Jade over here to try again at making a smoking video for the SinfulSmoking Clip Store.
I have some auctions on ebanned ending in about 12 hours so go take a look and BID!
Trixie your video has been ready for a while... Come get it already bitch.
Well I guess since I don't have to much to say today I will leave you with this:
A man walks into a pharmacy and asks the pharmacist for some rectal deodorant.
The pharmacist explains to the man they don't sell rectal deodorant and that in fact he's never heard of it before.
The man assures the pharmacist that she has been buying the stuff from this store for years and needs some more.
"I'm sorry", says the pharmacist, "we don't have any."
"But I always get it here," says the man.
"Do you have the container it comes in?" asks the pharmacist.
"Yes!" said the man, "I'll go home and get it."
He returns with the container and hands it to the pharmacist who looks at it and says to him, "This is just a normal stick of underarm deodorant."
Annoyed, the man snatches the container back and reads out loud from the container: "To apply, push up bottom
Alright here's a video I made for cyclone Gear.Hope you enjoy.Atleast you better because I had all my uploading privilages removed on myspace because of this video lol....fuckers
Anyway I've had a busy weekend sorry I haven't been around much.
I did manage to finally order the clone a pussy kit.Please let me know if your interested in possibly buying one so I know how many I might need.
I haven't really decided on a price or anything maybe just make me an offer.How much is it worth for you to fuck a replica of my cunt? hmm
Not as good as the real thing huh,close as you'll ever get tho.
I was thinking I have so many little sluts who are always talking about how they'd like to suck off my husband or even take it in the ass that I might be nice enough to clone his cock for you also.Course I haven't told him that yet.
Anyway I really need to know what the interest in such items would be.
Thank you to the guys who purchased my last ebanned items.I will try to get some more up this week.
Hopefully I can get my sister in law over here today to get some pics and videos made of herself for SinfulSmoking.com.
That's the plan anyway.
Sorry I haven't done any live blogs lately.I actually have less time now that I'm working during the day.It was slow at night and I had alot of time to kill....
Anyway there is a new moderator in the Sins Sanitarium chat room named CheesesLUV. No I didn't help him come up with that name but he is my best friend so I suppose I have to LUV him anyway.For those who do not know who cheesus is please see the above picture....
I guess that's one jesus I won't be fucking.Cuz as foamy would say he would turn into the cheesey cheesey creamy cheese.
And if you don't know who foamy is then you just need to seek help.
I did a video recently which is not on the website yet,but will be,for a customer with a infantile fetish.I am including a page devoted to him here,please feel free to make fun of him.
One thing I seem to keep forgetting to say is that I know some of you have been getting annoyed having to come to me every month to renew your site memberships.You can pay for more than a month at a time,it's up to you.However that is only for those of you who pay ME.If you use the ccbill sign up to join the site then you have to do it a month at a time.Yes I could make it reoccuring but the majority of my customers did not want it to be,therefore its not.So it is a bit cheaper to pay for more than a month at a time.
Anyway keep your eyes open for new updates on the site ,I do have a few pics and videos to add.
Alright so I came across this earlier today....I can think of a few of my followers who could use these.
I finally got the burning at the stake photo shoot done after all these months!Maybe I really am a procrastinator..hehe.
Actually it's not me...it was the chick helping me to do it that took so damn long to get her ass here to help.Yea yea I'm blaming someone else.But it's complete now.I'm sure it'll be a few weeks more before the pictures are released and published,but when they are I will post you a link to visit them.
So I actually took off before the end of the football game tonight to come up here,but I'm fairly certain the redskins lost..blah.
First off I'm not a big football freak,but due to my sons obsession with the redskins I am doing my motherly duty of being supportive.I think I may be bad luck tho because ever since I started watching with him they haven't won since,haha.
His first basketball game is this week,so I will be doing all that fun stuff now.Atleast it's indoors.
I actually had a great video of my sister in law holding a cigarette in my mouth for me to smoke since I was all tied up to a tree and couldn't hold it myself.But unfortunately my memory card is corrupt and I can't get it off.Thankfully I did manage to pull the 180 pics off of it from the burning at the stake video by sending them 10 AT A TIME to the internal memory and loading them that way.It took FOREVER.But the video is to large to send to the internal memory so it seems like a lost cause.Shame to cuz it's funny shit.
As for her she is suppose to be joining my little smoking girl club this weekend.Some of the original members of my website might remember her before I yanked all the "obscene" pictures down.She was the one I killed when she was 9 months preggo in my bathtub.
She will not be doing live shows or calls.Mostly because she doesn't have a computer.But she will be making some videos.Which I will put on the SinfulSmoking video store.
For those of you who may be curious about Dezz she is actually having some computer difficulties right now.But she should be available for phone sex only soon.And has told me she is still working on getting a video done.
I finally remembered to go out to rude today and order a new webcam which means I'll get a second one free.So that's good news.It means 2 of the older cameras can be upgraded to better quality.
So I wasn't online yesterday.I spent the day entertaining myself with my friend Mike.And now it's a weekend so you know I won't really be onlne.Typically I would try but I'm ragging so why bother.I have other things to do.
Going to try to get some pictures taken today so I can run some ebanned auctions.
For those who do not remember Mike he use to originally help with Sinocalypse.He still does do some side projects for me such as the cool blog into's and some banners and graghics.But he doesn't have internet right now.I could really use him! haha and yea I meant it like that....
Anyway I've been trying to get him to let me pay his internet bill so that I can bring him back and put his ass to work.
I really miss him and he will not allow me to pay this bill.....SO I need a faithful little follower of mine to fork over 100 bucks a month so I can have my best friend back under my little fingers.Any volunteers?Technically then I wouldn't be paying it so I'd still get my way! And you know I always get what I want.
Anyway hopefully I'll get some videos done today that I am behind on.Maybe I'll get time to check amazon and see if they have any good dog food for my dog.I feel really sorry for her,so I have been trying to get some things to help her with her itching problem.Good food is expensive tho and everyone knows I'm broke so I'll try to put it on the wish list if anyone wants to help out the poor girl.(her,not me...er maybe both of us)You know ya luv seein her.
I decided to post a song that I love to death to share.
Not much to report today,there are a few new videos up on the site.I am more than likely doing the bats photo shoot this weekend! I know one excited happy person about that.
Sorry I haven't been doing the live blogs.I can try to do one when I don't have videos to do in the mornings before I log in to work.Maybe in 2 days or so,I have video to make tomorrow morning also.
So I am still working on getting some new girls up on the new smoking site.Hopefully soon I will have some more to post.It just takes a while to get them motivated and contracts signed and such...I suppose no one is ever in a rush to work.
I don't have alot to update.I actually did do a blog yesterday but the file must have been corrupted or something because it never loaded,so I deleted it,and did not remake it.
I have been trying to sleep at night if you have been missing me.This is so that I might be able to get a few shows done during the day.My daytime schedule is hectic but I can try to be here since that's when the majority of you are around.
So when sinocalypse.com went Live I made a voice blog,But I really don't use it anymore.Tho I might try to start occasionally.I just wanted to repost this messenger so that you guys could still feel free to leave me comments.
Don't be shy,I have had some nice comments in the past(and some fairly creepy ones)so I decided to repost this.And also some of you may think I have gotten soft over the past year because I haven't call you all my maggots,but here's to you.
Alright also the smoking fetish site is up.You can check it out here.
The members area of this site is not done.I'll probably wait a few weeks and give Dezz some time to make some videos.Plus I still have some other technical issues to get done myself before it would be ready,but the main site is up,and feel free to contact us.
I will not be around tonight,I'll probably turn the cams on anyway just to get some air time in.But I do have to go do my nursing thing tonight.I actually do that rarely now a days since I finally convinced them to take me off the schedule so I can be a fulltime cam slut.
So I didn't feel like making a live blog,I did take the time to make a short video of my new jeans since I did mention them to you guys.
I know I have alot of smoking fetish fans out there,tho I'm not sure how many of you actually read my blogs....So I'm going to post this here anyway and hope you find it.
There will be ALOT less smoking content on sinocalypse.
Sinocalypse is a fetish site.Not a smoking site.And the same goes for my clip store.So If you've noticed some strange new videos up this is why.
I have made a new website for the smoking material.
From the new site you will be able to access the new smoking fetish video store.
Hope you enjoy.
So a few blogs back I was joking around about my kid telling me he wanted me to make some spaghetti tacos.
So I have been working on the new site but I have no idea when it will be ready.Kinda just doing it in my spare time which there's not alot of.I did get started on it tho. I took this video of Mya the other day I thought you may enjoy.She's fuckin nuts.
Also here's is a picture of one of my last cam sessions.Hope you enjoy it lol.It's alittle unlegible but it says I worship Sin.
Soooo As said in this particular blog I had a video removed on xtube for infringement reasons,I guess I am accused of impersonating myself of some bullshit.Then within that same hour youtube deleted one of my videos for violation.I'm not totally sure what I did wrong in either case because they don't have to tell me.But I'm guessing they got me on underage drinking because that was the blog I had a sip of wine in.However I'm pretty sure I don't look under 21,please.I'm 31 fuckin years old.Ah well. So I made this blog.... But what happened after the blog? What I didn't get to say was that after going back to youtube to post this video I realized they had terminated my whole account.Talk about being a bad girl.I didn't even have any strikes against me and your suppose to be allowed 3.So I found a new host for my vids,yea yea I could just upload them to here in this blog,but it takes to long.Frankly it doesn't function at all,I been trying all day. Plus half of the fun is in seeing who else will ban me...haha. For the record tho I am not the only one that got their account shut down last night.I know of 3 other fetish models(smokers) who also got terminated.It's crap.None of use were actually in violation.But that's life.There will always be haters.
So here's last nights blog,I am only posting the first part here,the second part is on youtube also. I've also shared a picture here that my friend Mike made for me.And thanks to the guy who made me a video response....
So I appologize for not being online last night.My kids kept me up most of the day and I was just plain tired.But I've also decided to just hang out during the daytime.With niteflirt being down it's really not worth me staying up all night for nothing.I can do that during the day and accomplish more lol. So this should help those of you who have been upset with me about not being able to catch me during the day.
So I didn't make a blog last night actually I went to bed alittle earlier.Kinda tired.Anyway I am posting now.
Anyway I don't have much to say.Today is my anniversary actually.You can go buy me shit if you like.I can't go out or anything.But I have been married 13 years now...yikes.
So here's a video of rhondal playing with his new birthday present. Also I took this video with my new camera that Buckytomsk helped me get. And uh..to the priest...I FINALLY got your smokes,and will be making your video tonight. Thank you for the blacks..luv ya.I'm going to enjoy those.
So first I'd like to say HI to buckytomsk.cuz he said it would make his day and I love to please.Sorry I couldn't put it into the video....But I had already made it by the time you asked me to give you a shout.However I did mention that I was getting a new camera.So Everyone can thank you for that!So see you were already in there,kinda.Maybe I'll do another purdy colored smoke for you tomorrow since the sound seems fixed now and it seems more clear on this computer anyway.
So I've decided to just try to start doing a video blog instead.I know how much you guys like to see me talk.I'm kinda shy,and frankly I never have anything important to say haha.But I'll give it a go.And as you'll be able to tell the sound came out like shit. Which happens with the computer noise and when I sit farther away from the cam so you can see more of me.I guess I should consider buying a new mic..I have added one to my wishlist if anyones interested in helping out.Otherwise I will be saving my money so I can still get it.Obviously it's needed lol.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Still been workin my butt off to get the upstairs finished. Sorry I won't be online working tonight niteflirt is down for the nite and since alot of my calls come from there,I decided to just work some more around the house anyway. Still ragging anyway.Kinda annoying.This makes day...13.Not sure what's up with that.It isn't typical,however it isn't unusual either it seems to happen every couple months.Maybe I'm just stressed,who knows.Anyway bleeding or not,I do plan to be here tomorrow night.
I spent tonight trying to clean up the bathroom a bit so I can get the cam set up in there.So you'll atleast have a work room and a bathroom cam.There won't be a bedroom cam for a bit.
Still planning on launching a new smoking fetish site as soon as I can.I know several people read this blog including some females.So if you are or know anyone looking for some extra cash please email me and I can hook you up.
Not to much to say.I have been trying to work alittle each night on the upstairs.I'm so damn excited to get moved but unfortunately it's such a slow process.Nothing is even painted yet.But it's getting closer.
My husband is a workaholic,I was lucky to get him to stay home last weekend to help me.I won't be so lucky this weekend.So I doubt to much is going to get accomplished.Plus tonight I have my sons birthday party so I won't get to go do anything at all up there.I might go ahead and just finish the actual webcam room.Then I'll atleast have the better lighting and such for when I am working.My cams tend to be a bit on the dark side.Plus it would be a relief to not have to be so quiet at night while everyone is sleeping in the next room.
I'm the only one awake at night and I love listening to my music.And let's face it some of you guys like me to get kinda loud.So it limits my shows a bit.Plus there's actually air conditioners up there.I'm about to die in this room lol.You guys get me all hot and bothered and I have no way to cool down:(
Sooo I might go ahead and finish that one room so it can be usable and I'll just finish the rest as I get the time and money.
Also if you start watching the audio player there should be new files going into it.I have decided to put some of my live calls on it for you to listen to.Obviously not everyone who calls me wants their conversation replayed to the public so it will be random and I appreciate the bold guys who don't mind sharing.However I also respect your privacy so if you don't want to share that's fine by me also. Even if you choose to let me share the phone conversation you can do it annonymously.I do not have to post your name or anything.However the first file going up was requested by johnlennon51 for me to share his name...apparently he wants to be famous? hmm
Today I am going to share a video that someone made for me.It's good shit I'm sure you'll enjoy it as much as I did.So thank you for making it for me.
So I have added a couple more videos to www.sinocalypse.com for you to enjoy.They were actual live shows for you to watch.
Hopefully I'll get some more posted for you.To the people that have been patiently waiting for thier videos they are done now and you can message me for them.Sorry I got distracted redoing my upstairs and ragging.
I have this entertaining link to share with you today.I hope it gives you a good laugh for the day.
My oldest child just turned 14.Somehow I still don't feel to old.I know alot of you don't realize how old I actually am....but I am lol. Not old exactly,just older than most assume.
Anyway not to much to report today.Still a ton of work to do upstairs.
So it's been a few days since I posted.I've spent the weekend working on my upstairs getting it ready to move into.It's really hard work.My whole body is sore.But I think my arms are starting to get some muscles.lol.
This weekend I decided to drive to the store to buy some paint at 4am.My dear husband wouldn't wake up to come with me so I just grabbed a kid and left.I only made it about 10 miles before my car decided not to further function.So I had to call and wake him up to come pull me home.LOL guess he shoulda got up when I asked him to the first time.It was really foggy out so I had fun tormenting my 10 year old with the things that like to hide in the darkness.Altho he informed me it was foggy therefore the ghost pirates were more likely to get us...I guess he takes after me.
The picture for todays post is of my dog Mya. My 3 year old decided to put some bandaids on the poor thing.Spongebob at that.Poor thing.As he was applying them I could hear him informing her to try to be more careful from now on.Anyway this is my new dog whom you will be seeing around I'm sure.She hasn't been well taken care of.She got fed when her previous owners remembered.And if you look in the picture her ear is swollen shut,she probably can't hear out of it.I have checked her for ear mites,but I don't see any,or really any dirt in there.So I'm unsure whats causing it,probably an infection.So far she is potty trained so let me know when she wants out.Which is unfortunately every 30 minutes.I hope she just has a bladder infection or something and this isn't permanent.I don't want to get up every 30 minutes lol.
And on another note...I went shopping the other day.I found these cute little skirts on the rack I decided I had to get one.I picked one up asked my husband what he thought,and he said,that is never going to fit you.So I examined it alittle and I was like oh...I need a smaller one I guess.Now I have worn a size 9-10 for the past 12 years.But yesterday I put on a SIZE 5.HOLY SHIT. I'm so thrilled.
Alright so first I'd like to thank tigerwheel for this lovely new play thang!It's awesome.I've never had a toy that comes with a power cord!OMFG Not to mention it had an instruction pamplet???haha.I feel like tim the tool man,Ugh Ugh Ugh.
anyway yea,so maybe it'll be making an appearance in a video,once I learn to handle all that power.If that's even possible.
I have included a pic.For those of you who might be looking for toys for your wives or yourselves this thing heats up.It is one of the few toys I have ever seen that claims to do so.It actually does get HOT.Which is great for someone like me with a heat fetish. I will include a pic.
Anyway on with the music exploration of sin.This is another song I love to death.It's old,but good.
It is the start of my kids football season and the first game is tomorrow.I am so excited.
On another note I have added a cappacino machine to my wish list.I tried to pick a relatively cheap one.I know not many of you know this but I love coffee.And more than that I love cappacino.I have a coffee maker in my bathroom...weird yes but I live in a big house. Once I move upstairs I fully plan to have a little coffee station lol.So this would be a good replacement for my coffee pot cuz I wouldn't have to sneak off to caseys to buy more cappacino.
So I would like to remind everyone I do sell my personal items.Panties,videos,mp3's,toys,whatever you can come up with.So do not hesitate to send me an email and request whatever your heart desires.
On another note.I am not sure if my little cunt trixie reads my blog.But if so I have a confession.So the other night I'm laying in bed,toy between my thighs which is typical every night before I fall asleep...girls gotta cum you know.And who pops into my mind while I'm getting my freak on? Little Miss Trixie...
So I'm calling you out.I have some pretty wicked nasty thoughts during this process and I'd like to make them your reality.I have a package I would like to send you to use for your next video.If you have some cash to send me trixie,I think I have some things you would love to get your slutty little hands on.
So my boss at work tells me that I may only need to work for the next 2 weeks and then she can take me off the schedule.For those who are just getting familiar with me I actually quit my nursing job over 2 YEARS ago.But somehow...I'm still there every weekend.So hopefully soon she'll get me off the schedule and I'll be free to be here on cam with you EVERY FUCKING NIGHT.That would be great wouldn't it. My brother recently started moving out his stuff.I'm sure it's gonna take him another week to get it all out.So hopefully in a week I will be able to start doing what I need to do up there myself.
Unfortunately the rooms up there aren't quite finished.If anyone wants to donate to the Help a camwhore move foundation please let me know.I want out of this room! So I can have a whole floor to myself...and for you guys of course.There are items on my wishlist that I have placed there for the upstairs. I realize most of them cost a fortune.No I do not expect anyone to buy them for me as they are pricy and I'm not that demanding.However if anyone wishes to help out,they are there.So I just wanted to explain those items were put there for myself to go back and purchase when I save up enough money.So I don't want people to see my wishlist and be like"is this bitch crazy,she really thinks peoples gonna buy this expensive shit?" Actually I know better,so once again,they are on it so that I can go back and buy them myself,However there are plenty of cheaper items there for you guys to get for me.
So since so many people are interested in my musical tastes I've decided to start posting some of my favorite songs.They will be of great variety.And I'm sure at times it'll do nothing more than give you a good laugh,because it's probably not at all what you'd expect me to listen to.However I have an interest in many things.You can't help what you like,just like you can't help who you love.
A husband leans over and asks his wife, "Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you."
"Yes, she says, "I remember it well."
"OK," he says, "How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?"
"Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!"
A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to himself, he thinks I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence.
The elderly couple walks haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks. Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers.
As she leans against the fence, the old man moves in. Then suddenly they erupt into the most furious sex that the policeman has ever seen. This goes on for about ten minutes while both are making loud noises and moaning and screaming. Finally, they both collapse, panting on the ground .
The policeman is amazed. He thinks he has learned something about life and old age that he didn't know.
After about half an hour of lying on the ground recovering, the old couple struggle to their feet and put their clothes back on. The Policeman, thinks I've got to ask them what their secret is. So, as the couple passes, he says to them, "Excuse me, but that was something else. You must've had a fantastic sex life together. Is there some sort of secret to this?"
Shaking the old man is barely able to reply, "Fifty years ago that wasn't an electric fence..."
So I have some new pictures to share with everyone. The first is of barry who you may know from some of my videos.He is stuffing his face full of cigarettes for me. SO CUTE.
The second pic is of my new owie.So I spent the weekend doing yard work.Unfortunately I do not have a working lawn mower and I have to actually "mow" my yard with a weed eater.This is what happens after a few hours of weedeating and your arms become so tired you get exhausted and do dumb shit.Yes I realize it takes an idiot to get your legs so close to the string lol.But just thought I'd share.
I have made a few new videos this weekend which should be posted soon.Thanks again tigerwheel for the wonderful strawberrys.
Not much else to say I think.I probably will not be on much tomorrow either as I have to finish the yard work.But that shouldn't suprise you as I'm never on much on weekends.
I have several ads up that begin with "Don't summon the Devil, and don't call a preist." Many have seen them plastered all over the internet for the past year.So I would like to congradulate the person who emailed me to say that it is a lyric from megadeth.In a whole years time 0 people have mentioned it.So good for you.
Also to everyone who likes to send me links I thank you I enjoy them.However cannibal corpse is not my thing.I know alot of people are curious about me,especially what I like to listen to.And tho I do like a bit of heavy metal I'm really not into hardcore music.The hardest thing I really listen to is slipknot.And much like my own personality which is ever changing so does my music.I like it all,including rap,dance,some country,pop,80s,you name it and I listen to it.
I've been getting alot of emails lately from people wanting to spoil me,tho I rarely hear back from them after that first email,go figure.But If anyone wants to step forward and prove themself feel free to send me 120 bucks so I can pay my electric bill...haha.No I'm not kidding.
As you may have noticed lately it's taking me a bit longer to get to making your videos,I appologize.I don't have half as much time as I did thru out the summer.
I've been getting alot of great emails from people thanking me and telling me the impact I have on them or how much they are enjoying my site.I love getting these emails.I'd love to share em with everyone,especially the ones admitting they ate their own cum for me,however as I do not know weather these people would want their storys shared I'll just say thank you.
I also know there's several more members to the site please don't be shy.You can come into the chat room to say hi to me.I'm not that scary ,I hope.
Ooh also for tigerwheel there are chocolate covered strawberrys on my wishlist.
Several new pics and videos have been posted on Sinocalypse.
I wasn't on as much as I expected to be yesterday I appologize.I actually stayed up forever watching tv.When I finally did decide to fall asleep I was woken up a short time later at around 4am with "someone" licking my cunt!
Now I gotta say I've always had fantasies of awakening from my beauty sleep with someone licking my ass,and I guess this was close enough.Felt like heaven to me anyway,and completly unexpected and not typical,even when I'm awake.
Plus I been a bit behind on videos.So I did many of those this morning.Usually when I am making my videos I just leave the cameras off,I guess I'm a bit camera shy,and need complete privacy to concentrate.
I will be moving out of my little work room soon,to the third floor of my house where I will have many rooms for my cameras,and I will try to leave them running more often for you guys to enjoy.Even considering a bathroom cam.No you won't see me on the toilet,but maybe the bathtub or putting my makeup on and such,who knows.I'm trying to become more open.
So someone was telling me today about some smokes called sobranie cocktails,they are quite fascinating.So if anyone has acess to these beautys please feel free to send me some.I'd love to give them a try.
Also I got an email today from my cyclone gig that I model for telling me has new panties in and would I like to model some more for him.Sounds exciting and I think I'll take him up on that offer.
So I've decided I am not working tonight.My kids will be home on the weekend so I think I'm just going to work weekends during the day and weekdays at night.Then hopefully I won't be missing the guys that are only around to see me on one or the other occasion. I'm just to damn tired and need to sleep tonight.So I will see u guys tomorrow.I know I still have some videos to get done,I will be doing them first thing in the morning,aside from one...a nice bubble bath that I will be doing tonight,Thanks to tigerwheel who bought me the usb cables to do so.
So I will see you guys in the morning,sorry for those who may have wanted to see me tonight.
I don't really have much to say today. But I wanted to thank Tigerwheel for the new outfit that arrived today.I love it!
Also wanted to take the chance to post some pics of a box of cigars that were sent to me from Stef.I will be making some videos to go with these cigars soon,and take a photo set.
Also I have contacted the owner of Cyclone clothing which I model for.I'm sure I posted a link some time ago to his myspace page.I don't think he has his site up yet.Anyway I have asked him to take over making my clothing for me.
A few people have asked me if I autogragh items.So I figured if anyone wants to buy one of the t-shirts I will autogragh it for you before I send them to you.
If anyone is interested in one of these shirts please let me know,so I know how many to try to get made.I'll post a picture of the graghic that will be on the shirt.
I also want to let everyone know I get a TON of personalized video requests and I know in the past I've managed to have your videos done by the next morning or atleast within 2 days.This is alot harder for me to accomplish now that there is so many requests and also my schedule has changed alot.
Also thanks to my pyroaddict who sent me another new dress.I will be preparing to do a photo shoot of me being burned at the stake soon.
I made you guys a message board.You can go there and talk about me if you like.Just remember I'll see everything you write about me and I might hunt you down.Anyway I know some of you are shy so for the members of my site please feel free to leave me ideas about what pictures and videos you'd like me to make next.
I really could use some member participation,otherwise I'm forced to entertain myself and well that never leads to anything good.(remember me setting my vibrator on fire?)
Anyway I will throw a link up on my blog links list so you can find it.I will also try to get it added to www.sinocalypse.com and you can also click here to visit it now.
I'd also like to thank everyone who comes into the chat room at night to keep me company.
The Link to the message board should be working now,sorry that it didn't work the first time.
Alright so as you may have noticed there are no longer blasphemy clips on my site due to ccbill not allowing them.However you can still find these videos HERE
I just made a new video for this clip store today,the nun making you worship her feet done by request.Unfortunately since I cannot put these videos on my site anymore I typically only make new videos when they are requested.
Also there is a new evil nurse outfit on my wishlist if anyone wants to purchase it for me.This outfit will be used for more forced smoking videos.Just an idea I have.
Also many weeks ago I told you guys I was doing a voice over to a special story. The audio to the story is complete now and here is the link.
Along with this concept of females being burned at the stake I will soon be doing a photoshoot of me being burnt.I'm sure it won't be posted for a few weeks,as I am waiting for the outfit to arrive,then I have to take the pics,and they have to be edited for effects.I'm really excited about this! And I hope you'll love them.
Also look for more smoking vids going up.I'm sure I don't have to keep repeating this tho.You probably use to them.I get so many requests everyday for them that there's pretty much a constant flow of them added.
So I've finally gotten around to getting some of your personal videos done.Sorry it took so long,but as alot of you already know I don't typically work sundays and mondays.And now it's even harder to work since my older 2 kids are in school and my schedules very random since I'm stuck with 2 babies during the day.
I added a pocket rocket to my wish list for anyone who would like to please me...I'll even use it for you if you like,but I realized how much I really miss having one.I really don't have alot of toys and such,and think it's time I increase my arsenol.
Thank you to Stef who sent me a box of enticing cigars,I recieved them today and will get busy making some videos and pictures for your site.
I really don't have much to say,I did take a new smoking photo shoot over the weekend so go check it out.
I made several new videos over the weekend. There are also new pictures to be uploaded,I hope you enjoy them.
I'd also like to say to my website members who like to come into my rude chatroom that ever since I installed the new ccbill automatic sign up I no longer know who is a member of the site and who isn't.
And frankly I'm a busy girl and often blow off people who just randomly come in.However I love to sit and chat with my members,so point is,if you don't tell me your a member and I ignore you I appologize....lol.Least I'm honest.
Also I have never seen the movie tootsie,I was informed I really should watch it,so I am going to add it to my wishlist if anyone feels inclined to buy me a present.
Also to the nice man about the celtic cape....I did recieve your email,sorry I haven't replied.I did go look on amazon for a cape,and didn't have any luck finding one,I will keep my eyes open.
So I am adding some videos to the website that are from many years ago.Hope you enjoy.I'm sure you'll be able to identify them when they go up.
I would like to thank Paul for sending me these lovely smokes.I have included a picture just because the big warning labels on them amused me.And of course the note was wonderful.THANK YOU!
Today I posted a new ebanned auction so for those who would like to go check it out and possibly win it here is a link.
I've been getting a ton of messages from people,I started smoking around 12-13.No I did not smoke openly in my house while I lived there,of course I moved out of my home when I was 16 to be on my own.But while I was there I stole cigarettes or used men to fetch them for me.I hope that takes care of some of the questions.No I didn't smoke anything in particular when I was younger,I smoked EVERYTHING much like I still do.However at that time marlboro reds were my favorite. I'm pretty sure I knew how to use men to get what I wanted at an early age.I'm older now tho,and that much better at it.
I am still working on several peoples videos,please understand I get several requests a day,and I have a hard time keeping up with work and real life,but I'm trying.
Not much to really say today but I do have a video to share with you.Here is the link.It's amusing to say the least.
Happy birthday to moore! Next year you get the spanking.
Todays pic is a very old one from when I first appeared online,6 years ago.So if your interested in seeing a younger more innocent sinistress here you go.
The green paint on the wall was the color of these walls before I painted them black .So the room in the picture is the current room I work from.
So I just thought I'd post for those who don't know that the Perseid Meteor Shower is taking place tonight and tomorrow.You should check it out.I went out for only an hour today to watch.It's quite peacful and fun to watch.It appears like shooting stars,very pretty,kinda like me.
I plan to go back out tomorrow to watch some more.
Anyway have a great night and I'll be back on tomorrow to hopefully do some shows.But I've somehow gotten stuck with my brothers kids during the day,as I said in my last blog post,I was expecting such and occurance.Therefore my prediction was right,I'll have to switch my own schedule to nights,and pray for the best.
So ...I've noticed since my little outburst a few days ago people have started commenting on my blog.Thank you,it is appreciated. The cams are back on and I will be doing shows later tonight after my walk Even another rude show which I only do about once a month to give out a free pass to my website.So don't miss that. Don't forget you can automatically sign up to www.sinocalypse.com now and the payments are NOT reoccuring so don't be afraid to give it a try. School is about to start here so you will probably find me online later at night,depending on how my household chooses to function during the school year.I'm not sure at this point if it's going to function.But we shall see. There are a few people who have either sent me cigars or cigarettes who are anxiously awaiting their arrival for videos.I will let you know when they arrive but so far they have not.
Thanks for the reply to my last blog post,it thrilled me.
So I will be back on cam tomorrow.
Work was pretty boring last night.The problem with working only 1 night a week is you never know what your going to return to the next week....so I got a new resident at work to take care of.My first meeting of him was interesting.He has the biggest man boobs ever.Probably some drug he's on,maybe I should sneak some for my own breast advancement. Anyway everytime he says something to me he finishes it with a high pitched cackle at the end,kinda creepy if I do say so myself. So while he is eating his breakfast I take the opportunity to run his freshly filled ice water to his room.Upon arrival I find about 500 vcr tapes all over the floor.I notice they are all horror movies,at first I'm thinking,cool,I love horror movies.Then I started thinking about his appearance and weird smirky laugh and I just decided to get outa there lol.So there you go,more insight into my life since I really had nothing else to write about.
I keep getting requests or comments from people telling me I remind them of all these bad girl celebrity personalitys,such as mallory from natural born killers,or the latest karla Singer from fight club.It's interesting.I love bad girls tho so if that's how I'm viewed I suppose that's alright.I will be the first to admit I have an I don't give a fuck attitude.
I'm curious what it is that attracts people to me.Maybe you should do some more posting here to let me know.Is it the wonderful way I smoke? Is it the dark makeup.The slutty clothing? The bad attitude? You tell me. I can be good really I can.
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