Blood on my hands

I hope everyone is having a good holiday.
I have been.

I haven't forgotten you.I am working right now on getting new videos updated on the site,I know it has been a while.It is not because I haven't been making videos because I have.It's just a matter of getting them put up on sinocalypse.

So I don't typically make examples out of people but I got this mail from a guy a couple days ago requesting me to make certain videos to please him,which I get alot.I don't bother normally taking the time to answer requests from people because they have no intentions of paying me for my time.But for some reason I did answer this one and explained that I don't make free videos.Here is the response I got back.

"Thanks for your reply. As you know, there are large quantities of free material available. Therefore, I will never pay anything for smoking fetish material. I realize that you are in it for the money and are not a true fetisher. Thanks for your candid response."


Nice huh?
Anyway so my response to people who are stupid to think this way is this is a job,the same as any other job,of course I want paid for my time.
There is free material available all over I agree.THATS HOW YOU FUCKING FOUND ME,because I'm nice enough to post free material.
Who is this person to tell me I'm not a true smoking fetisher?I have been smoking since I was 12.That's my choice.Not only do I smoke but I enjoy it so much I make a living out of it.If it wasn't something I enjoyed doing then I would go back to nursing where all my education actually is.I'm not stupid,or jobless I can go elsewhere however I choose not to because this is what I love doing.

Is that the way life really works.I wonder when I'm old and dying of a heartattack if I can tell the doctor that....I've really admired your work for a long time.I'm dying to have you work on me,for free of course,because if you don't you must not be a true doctor?

Fuckin idiots.

Anyway enough of my angry side.For those of you who actually appreciate and understand what I do,thanks for being patient with me while I get the site back under control.Shit happens and you never really can depend on anyone but yourself.

I'm always full of wortheless advice huh? lol